Monday, April 10, 2006
and if only i would stop taking everything, and everyone (well okay not everyone, i seldom take anyone seriously at all, let alone everyone. ehh) so damn seriously, life would be much better.
as it is i dont know why i do.
i should stop. i really should. because it is not a healthy thing, taking everyone and everything so seriously, when they certainly don't take you seriously at all. the lack of reciprocity means a whole lot of wasted effort. eg: ANATOMY. omg the amount of stress i wasted on that stupid ridiculous subject alone. augh.
and i really do wonder. don't fault me for thinking this way: just being naturally-skeptical me. eager-beaver bright-eyed and bushy-tailed just doesn't suit me, and there's only so long i can pull the wool over my own eyes. women are like teabags: you only know how strong they are when they end up in hot water.
well, yeah. it takes a bit of duress to find out where priorities lie. people tell you that actions speak louder than words, but sometimes silences speak the loudest of all.
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
+ fictions&fires
9:54 PM
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plangere, latin: to strike, or to lament.
in the depth of winter i finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer.
--albert camus
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to be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best night and day to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle any human being can fight and never stop fighting.
-- ee cummings
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