magnificently unprepared/for the long littleness of life.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
my life
slacking
-tennis
-bass
-drums
-boxing if all goes well
-canoepolo if i am unlazy
-planning europetrip
anatomy
-upperlimb
-lowerlimb
-thorax (help)
-abdomen (useless)
-pelvis&perineum (hebp!!)
-head&neck (ling-ed but stil hopeless)
physio
-electrochemical gradts
-nmj
-cardio
-resp
-git (vomit blood la)
-renal (kidneys dying)
-acidbase (vomit some more get alkalosis)
-endocrine (all the memory work)
biochem
-just a whole lot of shit that i dont want to think about
sleeping, getting sick, eating, pissing, pooping
-goes somewhere in between all of this
maybe you were all faster than me
we gave each other up so easily
so i go, and i will not be back here again
i'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
+ fictions&fires
5:34 PM
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plangere, latin: to strike, or to lament.
in the depth of winter i finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer.
--albert camus
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to be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best night and day to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle any human being can fight and never stop fighting.
-- ee cummings
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