magnificently unprepared/for the long littleness of life.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
addictions and ameliorations
things are looking up.
upturned, upwound and upfked.
apologies to those who've put up with the weird moods. becoming slightly manic depressive now thanks to exams. its lithium time!
busy busy. and it is gloriously, shamefully, and beautifully addictive. very much so. =)
Some days I feel like crying
It don't matter if it's rain or shine
I feel like my heart was broken
At least a million times
Some days I wake up dreaming
Feels like I've never even woke
I answer life's big questions
As if it's one big joke
Maybe it's too soon to be sure
But I really do believe that someday
We're gonna have it all
So I try to hard to keep the rhythm of a train
Rolling right along
When the ride gets rough you got to carry on
Carry on
Today I feel like laughing
Seems to be no reason at all
And if the world stops spinning
I'm not afraid to fall
--jereny kay, have it all
+ fictions&fires
8:29 PM
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plangere, latin: to strike, or to lament.
in the depth of winter i finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer.
--albert camus
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to be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best night and day to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle any human being can fight and never stop fighting.
-- ee cummings
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