magnificently unprepared/for the long littleness of life.
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
i hate being stupid.
i hate having the attention span of a retarded goldfish with attention deficit disorder.
i hate BANGING INTO THINGS when i drive.
i hate being the most absentfuckingminded professor in recorded history.
i hate having to clean up after my fatass brother.
i hate having to be the most levelheaded person in the house.
i hate being ambushed. HATE.
i hate caffeine withdrawal.
i hate 20 minute power naps that become 4hour sleepmarathons.
i hate being a non-cook and eating cocopops for dinner all the damn time.
i hate unnecessarily-pointless academic wankery. (PBL, im looking at you)
i hate lecturers who repeat really brainlessly-stupid-simple things but mumble and gloss over and speed through or simply DONT COVER the really important details. (martin lee. martin lee. martin lee.)
i especially, ESPECIALLY hate that ahbeng singapore idol advertisement. i swear, if i hear that bespectacled monkey in that KARAOKE KING shirt blare "but im an idol too whaaaaat" i will hunt him down, tear out his guts, loop them around his whiny stinking neck, and tear him ten new orifices to stuff his viscera in. with his mandible.
i hate singapore idol too. newsflash, singapore: NO ONE CARES. THESE PEOPLE ARE LOSERS who can't sing ANYTHING beyond a three-chord piece of POP DRIVEL to save their sorry hides.
i hate ch5 for showing scrubs, nip/tuck, and whose line is it anyway at 1am while showing fucking aberrances of nature like TIRAMISU and POLICE AND THIEF in their primetime slots. seriously. mediacorp. what the fuck. you killed channel i and durian king already. dont make me go down to your nepotism-riddled, government-apparatchik head office and kick all your fragile little skulls in. i mean it.
yes, i am having pms. you have a problem with that?
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plangere, latin: to strike, or to lament.
in the depth of winter i finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer.
--albert camus
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to be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best night and day to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle any human being can fight and never stop fighting.
-- ee cummings
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