magnificently unprepared/for the long littleness of life.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
poopdeck!
finally found that white caulking string thing so i got the showerhead to stop spraying water from the joint whenever i turn the water up. now i can read in the shower without getting my economist wet.
pooling at yew tee was really weird. a much higher proportion of bengs than normal. lots of interesting looking tattoos which served as a sort of refresher course on the locally-worshipped deities. many interesing variations on the theme of dragons, tigers, that mercy goddess thing and lots and lots of lotuses. (loti?) surprising how macho skinny tough bengs allow themselves to be permanently inked with giant flowers on their bodies. haha. also we discovered a really good steamboat place.
tioman it is! hooray! packing my bags for sun, sand and seas. looking forward to bumming by the beach. perhaps rather prematurely though, since i'm well on the road to failing cas.
git lives up to its acronym. and it really is full of shit. and i still dont understand anything.
was puttering about my room cleaning it up rather absentmindedly when i found my old uni stuff! haha! both the I and IIs neatly clipped together with my australian application test results thingy and the stupid psc thing they made me go for back in j2 was it? very ego-boosting :] anyway i filed it away where it's supposed to be with all my other "academic achievements" (ha ha ha) and frowned a bit at my lousy a level score. and i really should be doing my work now before i get kicked out of med.
hmp. teaching one of my ex tutees how to do that volume integration thing on msn. frustation personified. like trying to teach a lizard how to fly an fighter plane.
my stupid lecher pervert first-class ns friend is trying to convince me that all medicine and law girls are desperate and terribly deprived. yeah riiiiight. case in point: our anatomy group whose females are all either happily attached or oblivious to the fact that guys exist in any capacity other than to torture us for pelvic anatomy or provide muscle or whatever it is guys are good for (i'm not too clear on that point myself really hahahaha). anyway. wow big digression there. mental train of thought just whooshed onto a completely new set of tracks.
ok off to read about the internal iliac artery and its numerous courses. bah.
+ fictions&fires
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plangere, latin: to strike, or to lament.
in the depth of winter i finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer.
--albert camus
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to be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best night and day to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle any human being can fight and never stop fighting.
-- ee cummings
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