magnificently unprepared/for the long littleness of life.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
bored
still dont really understand git. oh well.
does anyone really know what it's like to be burnt by cigarettes? as in, not just by like little cinders, but the actual cigarette tip? i'm not really sure if it's less painful than lye. i don't think there's much that hurts more than that. besides breaking a bone. even stepping on a nail didn't hurt as bad, even though the nail was all rusty and i was pretty filthy myself and my entire foot swelled up quite badly and i had to leave my exercise early and go back to sgh, even though i was pretty ready to just plug the hole with gauze or something. well actually it's like comparing apples and oranges, cos stepping on a nail means a whole lot of continuous yet totally bearable pain, though a cigarette burn hurts like flick the whole healing process is surprisingly less painful than you'd think it is.
okay i can think of one thing that's more painful than a burn. splitting stitches. and it leaves a bloody ugly scar which hasn't disappeared in the.. hmm.. 6 years i've had it already. oh and breaking a bone. that hurts like shit but only if you touch it. setting it if it pokes out is also quite a joyride or so i heard from a friend.
wow. great. berne and levy is still un-highlighted. oh well. driving in 2 hours. focus me focus. m handphone wallpaper is now a picture of all my textbooks +a can of redbull in the foreground. hopefully it motivates me to study harder. sigh.
+ fictions&fires
4:59 PM
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plangere, latin: to strike, or to lament.
in the depth of winter i finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer.
--albert camus
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to be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best night and day to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle any human being can fight and never stop fighting.
-- ee cummings
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