magnificently unprepared/for the long littleness of life.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
the hand of doom
just realised how much i dont know. time to study ra study.
hello my name is ra and i am a dotaholic.
on my way home i saw mummy-cat. she was lounging against the side of the building so i bent down to stroke her as usual. was rubbing her heavily-pregnant tummy and feeling her purr when suddenly she started arching back and making clawy paws and funny noises. then she suddenly collapsed and rubbed her neck against my hand (which was attached to a very bewildered yours truly) and purrrrrrrrrred.
r-21 explanation below. highlight to read
(it was only in the lift that i realised i just made mummycat orgas ahh so dirtyminded)
i got my stitches stitched got my fixes fixed
in my aching head i got my kisses slipped.
i got your love letters corrected the grammar and sent them back
its true - romance is dead i shot it in the chest then in the head
im casualty-obsessed and ive forgiven death
i am indifferent yet im a total wreck
im every cliche but I simply do it best
yeah im full of shit and depressed as usual. i think its the lack of exercise and bad eating habits. plus the asthma is making a full-blown comeback! blagh!
went on a round of blog visiting. its damn shocking to see whats happened to all my cap-mates. ones a badboy rugger retainee. the others flying off to the uk to do law. haa and i just did a self-google! haha google is so flattering. it really makes me sound quite clever. but im not. haha. as if that needed further clarification.
okay ra TIME TO SLEEP! GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD. i will stare down your putrescent maw in 12 hours time. blast school and its merciless trimmings of utter boredom.
EDIT: i just found out localbarboy is playing at historia bar. so irritated. damn fa -mutter-
+ fictions&fires
10:48 PM
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plangere, latin: to strike, or to lament.
in the depth of winter i finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer.
--albert camus
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to be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best night and day to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle any human being can fight and never stop fighting.
-- ee cummings
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